Fear or Love?

Sabi nila, "When a heart is full, the mouth speaks." Is it because my heart's not yet fulfilled or just afraid that I can hardly expressed it? I am confused. I don't wanna lose him but I can't fight this anymore. It is like a battle between fear and love. I am afraid because I love him. I can barely define the feeling I have right now. Hindi ko pa nga naeexpress tong feeling na to, nasasaktan na ako. I am haunted with something I don't know. I've gone throught so much pain and heartaches, gutay-gutay na nga tong puso ko. I am afraid na wala ng matira sa puso ko. It is so fragile that I want for someone to handle it with so much care. I don't wanna be hurt anymore...never. I've waited for him for so long, and now, ang lapit lapit na niya sakin, hindi ko siya kayang harapin. I think he's right, maybe it's not yet the right time. But until when? I think I am making it more complicated. Between fear and love? Love pa din ang nangingibabaw. And all I know this time is I love him with all my heart.

Summoned Prayers

I did not trust kismet.
I do believe in reality.
I cannot believe it's happening.
He's all in me.
I prayed with all my heart to be with him...and now he's already near.
Icannot even breath whenever he's beside me.
He's eyes answers everything, he's glimpse got it all.


I've gone through sorrows and pain but this time, it no longer matter.
Hoping this time won't be the reposition of past.

mode:
(none)

When to the sessions of sweet silence thought

I summon up remembrance of things past

I sigh the lack a thing I sought,

And old woes new wail my dear time's waste.

-Shakespeare

I never think that I'll come up to this stage...darkness. I used to be happy.

I'm nurtured in a complete, happy family. I really missed the time when I was in a happy family. A loving mother, supportive father and a cute sib. How I wish I could turn back the times. I agree when one said that there is no greater sorrow than to recall, in misery, the time when we were happy.

And these memories keep on crushing me a those falls on my heart.

Ode for Me

Magnetize all men from east to cost;

this woman now I dearly most.


Unbelievably shes so extraordinary,

when I meet her, she drive me crazy.


This girl first I saw in a cyber world;

residing smile like Mona Lisa,

conceal more than the Vinci code.


Years will gone but the memories will remain,

being with you are not comparable than anything.


All I can say is a timeless thank you

coz I found a special friend

Live Life One Day at a Time

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Our college is busy preparing for the upcoming Accreditation.
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